Nothing much.

Thats good!

2009-05-10T09:01:00.000-07:00

Alright, we are getting on track!! Which is good!!!

I love my darling Eugene. =]

2009-03-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

221108.
The day we got together.

Filled every single of our days with sweet texts and conversations.

220109.
started quarrelling.
He complains that I'm very insensitive and impatient.

220209.
Quarrelled even more often.
Complains that I'm trying to control his life by not letting him to meet his friends.
He told me that he doesn't wants to disappoint his 8 years friendship. ( so, i was okay with it)
Then i had an appointment with him earlier on, he suddenly (the day before we were supposed to meet) told me that hes going to his 4 days old colleague's birthday celebration.
SPEECHLESS! fine, so i acted like i was okay with it.
Waiting for him at home, we agreed on 10pm. text him at 930. he told me hes going to haagen daz later and doesnt know what time he will end. WHAT THE HELLL.
I told him about our agreement, he said that im controlling him again, and he cant stand it anymore.
1130 he came. i asked him does his 'cant stand it anymore' means break up. he said no of course!
I told him what is my ideal relationship should be like, he said he will try to meet up to my expectations. I didnt pursue any furthur.
Bought a 500 pieces and 1000 pieces jigsaw puzzle to his house.VERY FUN!

mummy wishes us the best. but at the same time she gave me an advice.
He haven't start uni yet, maybe when his uni starts, temptaions will be lurking everywhere and plus he will have loads of assignments to do thus you guys will meet up less often. no matter how long will you guys be together for, you must be able to let go if he wants to. be cool about it and get on with your life. I'm sure there are alot of better choices other than him. I'm sure you can find someone else who care for you more than he does.

Wish us the best yeah?

Richard Chua

2007-10-18T03:28:00.000-07:00

He doesn't likes to do pedicure for me. However, he did it anyway.=]

THANK YOU AH!

2007-10-01T20:05:00.000-07:00

Alright, the chalet was really fun. The karaoke session was nice as well. the gatherings or so not called gatherings were gorgeous fun. See, it feels good to be young still.

Well, for Jinfeng's birthday, I made a chocolate mousse cake for him. Oh my, its my first attempt doing chocolate mousse. And it turned out to be quite good, quite smooth, no lumps. So who wants to order cake, please leave your contact down. Ha.

Yesterday I was doing the scones mixture, and somehow or rather, it got overmixed and my pastry chef screwed the cooks up. Oh well, I'm sorry.

Do you know that Juvena's back is always aching when she wake up every morning and she couldn't stand properly because of all the hard skins that had formed on her soles. So, birthday around the corner. Just any luxurious spa and pedicure treatments will be good enough for her.

2007-09-11T12:23:00.000-07:00

To think that someone will actually pick up my phone and return me is really naive. However, he really gave it back to me. Oh my! Most kindful award 2007 shall go to him. *applause please.

Anyway, chalet is on the 17th! Haha! I am so excited for a chalet for the first time! I can't wait to play with my friends. Jin Feng's birthday is just around the corner, what shall I give him?

doubts about them

2007-08-30T09:01:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I really wonder when will I really achieve success in life. There are so many doubts in my mind which made me think back of my past. And I get so emotional over them.

I really really really wonder when, you know?
I want to make a fortune, I want make my parents proud of me, I want to be a chef, perhaps the best one. I want to be a chef at the age of 21. But my laziness is failing me. I can't bare to make any sacrifices for my dream.

Sometimes I try to stay back after my shift, so that I can learn more things, but my brain kept telling me:" Juvena, you are tired, go back and sleep." For the first day, I will be like, its okay, tomorrow then I shall stay. But day after day, my mind is still having the same thoughts. I hate it! I want to make myself very determined, I want to excel.

I always feel that nobody actually really understand how I feel. I also don't really know whats going on in me. I felt that I've been having moodswings lately. When I think back about that, I felt really bad for throwing my tantrums on them.

I need to find a way out of this so so so terrible and miserable feeling.
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS.

WHATS UP!

2007-08-13T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hey people. I miss all who misses me.

I suddenly realise that my world revolves around Oriental, home and boyfriend.

I'm lacking of friends involvement-ship.

HELLO HELLO

2007-05-29T09:25:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!

My laptop is down therefore I was missing for a little while. During this period of time, I actually realise that a computer wasn't really important for me. =]

Just for your infomation, I am working at The Oriental hotel now, NO MORE ICHIBAN SUSHI. Never!

And I am working at the pastry department.

So guys, give me another year more, I promise, a better cake.

I really hope that I can perform well and learn faster.
Because

I REALLY WOULD LIKE TO BECOME A CHEF!

2007-05-01T10:22:00.000-07:00

Oh my, I am so tired. my hands and legs are breaking soon.
My left and right brain seems to fall apart.

I am desperate for sleep.
I want some chicken essence.

Hey

2007-04-18T10:07:00.000-07:00

So end of vacation uh?

You know, working is so tiring ( maybe for some particular jobs ).
Jobs like mine can really kill your time as well as your energy when the restaurant are bustling with hella loads of customers. 1 chunk at the queue. 1 chunk in the restaurant and the best is when there are 1 chunk of order for me to do.

Freaking customers who order 10 soft shell crab handrolls, like hello??? didn't you eat in your previous life?
Customers who order sushi and maki which can be found on the sushi belt, like hello??? it is just infront of you,take it!
Customers who request for FRESH sushi and sashimi, like hello??? any freshier, you have to go and fish for it in Japan yourself.
Customers who complain about the efficiency of our Kaiten team, like hello??? we have loads of order to rush, first come first serve, no such excuse that you are in a hurry.

To all my dear friends, do come down to IMM Ichiban Sushi to visit me okay?!!!

Back to the olden times

2007-03-27T12:09:00.000-07:00

I really miss my past days in secondary school and poly. Seeing the photos that we had taken for that few years back and looking through the testimonials that I had received last time really rakes up a lot of memories.

Secondary1:

I love to go to school an hour earlier before school starts.

I was feeling lonesome everyday, cause I had no friends!

Farhana and I did not have a chair on the first day of school, so we were laughing at each other.

I didn't know why I join Red Cross Youth.

The rumours I received about me and Weiyoung, which is totally bullshits.

Having Candice as my companion during recess time and after school hours.

Still remembered that Stella was sitting with Zikai, and he loves to disturb her.

I was sitting in between Jian Ming and Chih Yang. They were love rivals.

I went for my first flag day.

I did pretty well for my first year.

Secondary2:

I've got to know a new group of friends.

We named ourselves Lemon 4.

I love to take neoprints and neocards.

I started to get hooked on to Friendster.

i LovE To wRite In tHiS maNneR.

Suddenly, I like to cut my hair.

I got to know Zhong Sheng and I regard him as my god-bro. OMG........

I've got hooked on to IRC, #Bendemeer channel.

I got so involved in Red Cross and I aspired to become the next commander.

A quarrel with my clique of friend.

Secondary3:

That quarrel ended everything we shared last time.

Got to know Eda through Wei Young.

Changed classes.

Eda brought me into her clique of friends.

Eunice hated me at that point of time because I criticised her friend 2 years back.

Ming Hui didn't really like me as well cause I looked like Victor Bai's ex girlfriend.

Staying out late with Ding Xuan during the March holidays.

Went kbox-ing and the most amazing day was the One Night Stand day.

Because of them, I became a crazy woman.

Was fighting with Zhong Yi at the study corner and his pants tore.

We love to take photos by placing the camera so high up above our head and our eyes looking up.

Jian Ming was recording Eda, Eunice, Minghui, Dingxuan, Beverly and Juvena singing "Home".

Siang Choong became a host for the NKF show in the auditorium during POA lesson while eunice was playing that NKF track.

Eda accompanied me to get my first tattoo "Bling".

She took a picture of it and send to our friends.

I had my second one, then the third one.

Secondary4:

Had a mahjong session at Eunice's house, and we started to take photos of the tattoos.

Eunice love to buy chocolates and sweets for her beloved charming guy.

Fridays were always reserved for Eunice.

We talked about what we will be wearing for prom night at Febuary.

I did something real wrong at Mustafa, and I did not do that again.

Beverly and I were munching chips in Mustafa toilet.

I started to hate home.

The art lessons we had were simply memorable.

Transition of classes, we had Rufu singing out loud, Siang Choong dancing around.

We love to knock the tables, at the same time, Wei Yang hit his belly instead.

Alvin, Boon Hui and Cheng Jin beatboxing.

Playing guessing games in class.

Trying to oppose Mrs Tan in the Science lab during Chemistry lessons, finally saved by Ming Hui.

Started to prepare for O Levels with Rabeeah and Eunice.

Approaching teachers for our endless questions about maths, POA and Chemistry.

Finally it was Prom night. We went shopping.

Mahjong sessions at Zikai house.

Always going to Ming Hui house with a packet of Lays and slacking.

2006 and poly:

Got to know our results.

I called Eunice to check her posting results at 8am.

She called Dingxuan then Beverly and Minghui.

We had a conference and decided to appeal for other courses. so we met up.

We jumped around on a field located next to City Hall MRT.

Minghui snapped her feet instead of our faces.

More meet up sessions with Zikai and gang at Yassin.

Drinking Milo dinosuar and Milo godzilla.

First day in poly was boring for me.

Having to know Yawen through a girl was a blessing for me. PUI!

We became good friends and we started to hang out together in school.

I like the bacon and cheese in school while she prefers the egg mayo sandwich.

We both like the bento set.

Projects started to pile up.

Through attachment, I got to know Melissa.

We were gossiping away in bus 61.

The moments we had at the corridor of Blk 52 level 6.

The lame things we did with Natasha.

The hip hop classes we had at block 73.

Girls and guys in NRA were very arrogant, so we hated them.

Pin pointing at girls who looked like ah lians.

I finally quitted school.

No more schooling for me.I miss my friends.

Discover

2007-03-18T09:20:00.001-07:00

A week back, I went to Singapore Discovery Centre with Jin Feng, kind of nonsense, but at least it is better than going shopping all round Singapore and thus wasting money. Wasn't feeling well that day because I was vomitting and shitting every hour and whatever that goes in through my mouth, comes out from my mouth and from my asshole. And because of the friction, my butt hurts and it cracked me into little pieces. I swear I will never eat Long John Silvers again. SWEAR!

And I was sick for 5 days. How pathetic can that be? On the first day, Jin Feng sent me to the hospital at 5am and I was put on drip but it doesn't help at all. Yuck.

Anyway I am feeling good right now, thanks Jin Feng for looking after me for that 5 days. You rock big time! WOLVES!

And yah, I've watched Stomp The Yard. Not too bad, just like the battle between the Wolves and Pythons. Haha.

2007-03-04T09:20:00.000-08:00

I've just gotten some other photos for the exhibition. Its really kind of like erotic or rather exotic. HAHA. Sorry people, due to some personal privacy only 1 photo can be posted up.

And, I was getting a little cranky and " self-possession" on that Friday afternoon while waiting for Jin Feng to MEET ME! The bloody bastard who is never ever punctual.

Finally, he arrived.

Days that had passed me by

2007-02-21T08:31:00.000-08:00

Its already the 22nd of Febuary. Time flies uh.

Well, I just earned myself 2 new cuts on my finger and thumb while handling the white radish. Work nowadays is still the same, I really don't know when will I be a successful chef. Perhaps, I should really enrol myself in Shatec and at least achieve a diploma in something.

So how was your CNY this year?

I went to Jin Feng's house on the CNY eve, and his family members are so cute, especially Sally eh. That horny dog kept wanting Jin Feng to stroke her nipples. .............................. Cute la. And Jin Feng came over to my house for a renuion dinner with my family and relatives, definitely he went pitch silent and his eyes were only looking at the steamboat and his bowl.

Went over to Zikai house as well, AND I FUCKING HELL LOST 44 BUCKS!! This will never fail to remind that I SHALL NOT BET $0.50 per fold ANYMORE! And this issue made me went grumbling all day long. Having insufficient sleep, my speed of making the sushi and maki distinctively shot down to 1 roll/30 mins.

And ya, thinking back about Valentines day, guess where I had my dinner at?

A western meal at the food court. =]
Its not that Jin Feng is stingy or what okay? I can say that all the restaurants (regardless of taste) in the whole of Singapore were fully packed and the queue seems to be longer than the normal TOTO/4D queues. Suprisingly uh, Singaporeans do cherish their love ones a lot.

* Can anyone teach me how to post music in my blog? THANKS AH!

2007-02-11T19:00:00.000-08:00

SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI MAKI MAKI MAKI SASHIMI SASHIMI!!!!!!!!!

Being a cook is rather fun too. But I am still a little slow at preparing the maki rolls and gunkan. I hope I can learn faster!!!

Starting afresh

2007-02-05T08:56:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!

Thanks for all the advices and greetings for me. I do miss you guys a lot too!!!!

Okay, now I shall announce that I am offically working in Ichiban Boshi ( IMM branch).
Tomorrow will be my first day of my life which I can enter the kitchen and work as a cook. I hope everything will be fine and I WON'T CUT MY FINGERS OR SCALD MYSELF tomorrow. When I mastered the skills, definitely a very appealing and appeasing meal for all of you whipped up by me.

See you guys around yeah!

Lost again

2007-02-02T09:16:00.000-08:00

I am stuck. I am in confusion.

Should I continue with Yen Dining and then save up money to go for Shatec?

OR

Should I join Ichiban Boshi as a cook?

I reall'y don't know which one to choose. Actually working as a cook isn't that bad, but the restuarant is too far away from my house. Its at Jurong IMM okay? Very fucking far eh. How man?

I am feeling very lost.

hmm

2007-01-29T09:26:00.000-08:00

Hey!

I want to buy a black and grey skinny jeans.
I want to buy a cheongsam
I would like to dye and trim my hair, however, I can't settle down with the colour I want.

Red? Blue? Chocolate? Orange? BLACK?

Pissed off.

28th Jan 2007

2007-01-28T08:32:00.000-08:00

Life lately had been sucky.

Thinking back about the days I spent in Ngee Ann poly with my course mates were really memorable. However, I had never regret about my choice of withdrawing from school and entering the work force.

Well, life has not been tough for me lately too. But somehow or rather I just felt so vexed up everytime when I think about my future. I think about how long more then will I be able to work in the kitchen, I think about my relationships, I think about my financial problems, I think about my health. Not even a tinge of humour from anyone seems to cheer me up. Only myself am I able to do that.

During my break time, I often find myself alone at a corner sleeping, eating or even talking/singing to myself. How cool uh?! Haha.

One thing I had found out about myself. I can't click with females when I first meet them, I seem to be more talkative when I am with a male.

LOL!

When you just can't click

2007-01-22T10:22:00.000-08:00

I am very pissed off by some of my new colleagues. Especially that girl who is very very bossy and she is only a part timer. Today, she lost her walkie talkie and so during our break time, she was talking to the other waitresses about her missing walkie talkie. And so I think that she suspect me of taking the walkie talkie as I was the last one to clear the table.

I thought so. So, during working hours, she totally ignored me. Unlike during the lunch shift, she was chattering non-stop to me.

I just simply hate people who randomly pick mood for the day.

3rd day at work

2007-01-17T09:33:00.000-08:00

Well, it sucked too, but at least today was so much better than my first day at work.

Something funny happened today! During our roll call, the manager was breifing to us about the reservations, then he suddenly went to pick his nose. WHAT THE FUCK?!

Perservere!

1st day of work

2007-01-15T10:32:00.000-08:00

At Yen Dining. Well, it suck. Especially that fucking dimwit dummy waiter. He is an ass hole baby tiger.

Their attitude towards me is like as if I am a freshman with simply no experience AT ALL. That fucking dimwit have some serious attitude problem which I think he ought to change. You know, he thinks he is the fucking biggest post people there. Order people here and there with just his hand flagging away. Hello..........can't you just say " EXCUSE ME?" . Dimwit ass.

And there is this manager who kept gobbling and stuffing food into his mouth. Like, I am a new staff and you are showing such a bad example to me.

Maybe it is still early to judge their character, but I can I can never be wrong cause I am a pro. =]

I am still very pissed off by the management there, however I gotta overcome all odds for my 6000 BUCKS.

10th Jan

2007-01-10T04:43:00.000-08:00

Ah, yesterday I went for the 2nd interview at Ritz Carlton. It was a guy who interviewed me and I felt so embarrassed. I don't know why. So, the interview went on for like 40 minutes. This 2nd interview was about testing our Multi Intelligence and so I don't know why that stupid guy kept laughing at all my answers.

Questions like,
- How do you learn best?
- Are you a habitual smiler?
- Do you think you are loyal?
- Do you cheer people up easily? If yes, who did you cheer up last week?

And a lot more, up till 55 questions.

Then I thought I actually gave a good impression to him, however......................................................

He told me," We will call you if you are shortlisted for the third interview and nice chatting with you!"

The moment I heard this, I know la, no chance la. CB!

Lost

2007-01-08T08:59:00.000-08:00

Okay, I'm feeling a little lost over here. Its just like you have no specific goals in life. Its okay, thats just for a moment. Maybe when you graduate then you will have this feeling.

Alright, I went to interview the kitchen helper post today at Ritz Carlton and I was asked to go for the 2nd interview tomorrow. Also, I went to Oosh ( Yen Dining) for interviewing the post of cashier, but instead, I was employed as a waitress. Nevermind,I heard that there will be $900 laundry allowance and $600 grooming allowance. LOL.

So, all the best for tomorrow's second interview!

Dilemma

2007-01-04T08:37:00.000-08:00

Okay guys, I am in a dilemma now.

Should I register for Shatec now

Should I work as a kitchen helper then slowly promote to cook.

Headache.

Happy New Year

2007-01-03T03:32:00.000-08:00

I know I am rather slow by greeting you guys Happy New Year.
Anyway, today was the first day of school after the term break.
And, I i i i feel very down man, so down man.

I wanna leave!

Chinese New Year is just around the corner people! To welcome my dearest, loveliest and sweetest festival ever, I bought 2 qipao! Mommy is a little pissed off by me because I bought a black one and she said straight into my face, " You got no figure to wear la!".

Down down down down down....

Nevertheless, I still love her.

I'm gonna brace through this year. YA HEARD?

Tattoos

2006-12-27T08:11:00.000-08:00

Just gotten some shots for the exhibition which is going to be held on the 27th January 2007. Well, I am excited about it. Woosh!

Went for a "mini" shopping just now. After that, I was heading to my mum's working place at Robinson Road from Suntec City. I tell you, the weather is so fucked up. A minute it was pouring heavily, a minute later, it stopped. So I have got to take out and put in the umbrella a minute and the other minute later. Blah. And also, the CBD area is so quiet at night, not even a single soul except for security guards and nothing else. I nearly got lost over there as all the buildings look the same ( tall and grey in colour ).

--> Notice: Cellulite on left thigh. BOO.

Blah

2006-12-25T17:25:00.000-08:00

I hate school. Actually I don't really hate school, maybe it is Early Childhood that is so boring. It might be interesting at times, but the amount of assignments is really hell lot. But it might be due to my laziness and that is why I haven't touch one at all. I've just started only on the Social and Emotional.

Nevermind! I do believe in last minute work. Rushing assignments is more fun rather than always prepapring.

Seriously, I have been thinking of this plan for quite a while. I am a little interested about being a chef. Dessert chef or baker. Interesting right? We shall see, if I don't score well this semester, I think I will just withdraw and join Shatec? I am also aspiring to become a tattoo artist eh. So maybe NAFA? Impossible la, seeing my brother rushing through so many assignments just scares me.

Planning for your future is not easy, and I am now regretting my choice of placing Early childhood in my choices. Its a total big mistake. When people heard that I am in Early Childhood, they will all go " Huh? You ah? LOL. " .

I don't see my future in this field. My first time.

You know..

2006-12-19T00:34:00.000-08:00

I really need an aim in my life. I want to leave my house and explore on myself.

1st December 2006 (Friday)

2006-12-03T06:37:00.001-08:00

1st December 2006, the day we really started to love ourselves.

On the way to Minstry Of Sound for the Levis event, Red Tab On 4 life something..

I brought them there too.

Finally a coloured one.

And the event started.

First up, was my cheeks, monroes and labret piercings.

And next up was the start of Eunice's Curry Pork. Lol.

The end product is a satisfying one for her.

After the event ended, we went seperate ways and so here comes Jin Feng.

Now, I have a hamster face.

The next day, 2nd December 2006.

Yes, I took out my monroe.
And I just took out my cheeks too.
Because of many many reasons. Eating disorder too.

Well, maybe next time I am going to have it back. Pretty please!...

Enjoy!

1st December 2006 (Friday)

2006-12-03T06:37:00.000-08:00

The Day

2006-11-27T06:48:00.000-08:00

Thanks hell lots to all my friends, family, relatives and my Jin Feng.
Well, I don't really feel anything although its my birthday today. So what if I am 17?

Anyway, its been a long time ever since I've received presents and birthday greeting cards. And seriously speaking, I am really really really very very very touched.

2006-11-12T07:16:00.000-08:00

Really man, FUCK YOUR PREJUDICES.

9th November

2006-11-09T07:40:00.000-08:00

I think I need D.O.M to give me more energy. I feel like I am going to break down soon. I was wondering how I survived through last semester, what a miracle man! I think only after all the projects are done, then I will begin to feel relax. What a tense up world I'm living in.

"Never say die!" Juvena said.
I want to have good GPA man.

Goodnight!

1st November

2006-11-01T07:59:00.000-08:00

Finally November is here. Assignments are piling up real fast. Stress's pimples is popping out daily. Come on, kill me, I am so damn shag.

23rd October 2006

2006-10-23T08:56:00.000-07:00

School suck today as well. For almost all the lessons, I was trying to catch a short nap but the environment just isn't right. Sian.

After school I went to meet Jin Feng that bastard retard.

Love....

Oh my.

2006-10-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

Tattoo will not be a kind of body art to you,

If you don't even understand it well.

FUCKASSKIDS.

16th October 2006

2006-10-16T09:14:00.000-07:00

First day of school was TOTAL BOREDOM.

Lecturer suck.

School environment suck.

Toilets suck.

Canteens suck.

Students suck.

Weather suck.

Haze suck.

Lectures suck.

Time table suck.

Food suck.

Price of everything suck.

Ah lians suck.

Assignments suck.

Block 52 suck.

Temperature suck.

Chair suck.

Air-conditioner suck.

Break time suck.

Losers in the school suck.

Mountain tortise suck.

In a nutshell, the whole school is fucked up!

14th October 2006

2006-10-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

It was a night out with Jin Feng with our futile attempts to catching a movie.
Either is it not showing at some cinemas or its the timing which is a total wrong.
So according to our plan, we went to Arab Street.

13th October 2006

2006-10-13T01:09:00.000-07:00

The "party" was rather fun. Haha.

Anyway, school is reopening soon. Next Monday. FUCK. PROJECTS FLOODING IN AGAIN.
I miss the bacon and cheese sandwich in Campus Deli.

2006-10-11T10:16:00.000-07:00

Gangster 15 Movie ( Edited )

I laughed my ass off man.

2006-10-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

Para Girls

A scene outside Cine arcade. Bev and Eunice! You all should know rather well. Haha.

2006-10-10T23:33:00.000-07:00

Sexyback My version

This is damn funny lah, especially the part when 3 of them stands together in a row, but only 2 people are singing. What fucking retards. Haha. And the part where the girl's eyes was twirling around. Hahahahaha!

Fear

2006-10-09T09:00:00.000-07:00

I can feel it, my stomach kept on drumming.
The butterflies kept on flapping inside.
Cold sweats rolled out of my every pore.

The atmosphere is getting so tense.
I can feel that the object is getting so near to me.
In no matter of time, history will repeat.
My fear will therefore finally unfolds throughout the 3 years I had held on.

I really pray for a miracle to happen.
I really wish to speak my heart out.
I really want to and really need to let you understand me well.

Thats it

2006-10-08T18:45:00.000-07:00

Thats it, end of game.
My mom saw it.
"Mom, I didn't mean it."
"Why?! Why did you do this to yourself? How am I going to explain to your father?!"
Speechless.

Please don't ever return me that kind of remorseful and unbearable feeling I suffered from last time. Don't!

* Maybe 5% of the parents population may have no obligation towards it.
Maybe 95% of the parents population may have obligation towards it.
God, why not put my parents in the 5% instead of the 95% group?
I pray for something to happen, something real good.

Sorry

2006-10-05T10:54:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, its 4th and 5th OCTOBER 2006. Haha.

4th and 5th September 2006

2006-10-05T10:41:00.000-07:00

4th September 2006

Ming Hui, Beverly and I went back to Bendemeer Secondary. I miss Mrs Lew! She is still as cute as forever and Bendemeer is still as yucky as ever ( hanging and displaying all those oh-so not recognised banners and trophies ) Urgh. Had a really nice session talking to Mr Malcolm Tan and LAO LEW.

Went to Red Sun director's daughter house to play. Really fun. Now that I love holidays, I should really treasure it and spend it wisely. So friends, CALL ME OUT! ASSHOLES.

5th September 2006

Its Eunice today. Another "interesting" day spent. Thank you!

* Let me engrave my thoughts into yours. Please, put yourself in my shoes.
Just for that moment, you might be thinking that I am actually not that bad either.

Love

2006-10-03T11:13:00.000-07:00

Watched a Jackie Chan's movie with Jin Feng today. The baby acting in that movie is so fucking cute.

After the movie, we settled down at Bugis Macdonalds, then we began to talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk till 1am. YAWN!

What a perfect date.

School is starting soon. So sick of it, so sick of waking up early and dragging my feet to school and then forcing my buttocks to stick to the chair and then forcing myself to pull my ear horizontally and vertically to absorb what the lecturer is talking about and then finally, the last force saved to push myself to work.

I hate school but I love FP. Yay! Get to see those bunch of forever hyperactive, everlasting energy children again. I would very much like to squeeze them so hard on their cheeks and buttocks and then smack them real hard on their bloated stomach when FP starts next semester.

26th September 2006

2006-09-26T22:17:00.000-07:00

What a get together I had with them yesterday.

---> MING LI NO!

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2006-09-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

I am not greedy. I just hope that I am the daughter of Coca-Cola company's Director.

Hey

2006-09-21T03:18:00.000-07:00

YOYOYOYOYO! Yesterday was Jin Feng's birthday, and so we went to celebrate at a void deck. No candle-lit dinner, no rose, no flowers, no diamonds, no ang baos for him. Just a simple birthday card I did for him. Shit, I forgot to take a photo of it. And on this coming Friday, it is my brother's birthday. No money already la.......

Just now in the afternoon, I went to Arab Street with Jin Feng again. But not for seesha-ing, is shopping! Yes! Shopping at Arab Street, muahahahaha. Theres a shop located there which sell all those REAL vintage dresses and second jeans and stuffs. Jin Feng bought a pair of jeans for 10 BUCKS! And so, I thought that the dresses there should cost around that price too. But to my surprise, it isn't. And so again, I couldn't resist the temptation and I bought one.

The bargaining procedure....

Me:" Auntie ah, how much ah if I buy both? "

Auntie:" Oh, each is 60 doller, buy 3 lah, 3 also verie nise."

Me:" ( I took up my courage, its my first time bargaining okay? ) Wah, Auntie cheaper abit leh."

Aunite:" How much you wan?"

Me:" 50 dollars lah."

Okay, and thats a deal. WTF! 50 BUCKS FOR A FUCKING DRESS?! My mom said.

I should have straight away slashed the price to 40 bucks. Argh.

Here are some pictures of it.

So how well do I resemble my mom? Haha.

During their wedding procedure. So sweet.

Their honeymoon at Taiwan I think. So cute. HAHAHA.

The Belbottoms Gang. La Pa Gu. Thats my dad on the left. Cool uh?

The End.

May all the happiness pour on you.

everday

2006-09-18T22:22:00.000-07:00

Everday is so fucked up boring ah.

<) " . . (>
( (..) )

A little pig which you will definitely find in it all those forward sms. WAHAHAHA!

I gonna go shit before it burst out through my fucking anus. BYE BYE!

Everday

2006-09-18T22:21:00.000-07:00

Hello

2006-09-17T23:24:00.000-07:00

Hey.

Yesterday was a rather boring day. After work, went home with Jin Feng to have dinner. After that we went seesha-ing at Arab Street. It was really a good time spent there. Had lots of nonsense. Aww..... I miss him so much.

Sibei Sian

2006-09-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

Hello! One more day away from my releasing of results. SIBEI SIAN.

Yesterday night I dreamt of something so wonderful. I dreamt that I've got a bike! Its a sports bike in black, so cool. Then I was riding it to school. However when I wanted to get home, I didn't know the routes that I should take. I dreamt of Kakihara ( the guy in Ichi The Killer movie, the pictures that I have posted in the previous entries ) for 2nd consecutive day! OMG, HE IS SO FUCKING HANDSOME. He talked to me you know?! Oh my.....

Today I went to look for Eda at Buttcheeks again, after that we went to the Rochor Original Beancurd to eat. Then we went yakking and yakking away. Its been so long that I actually had a serious talking session with her.

*I pray, I pray that nothing will happen.
Please please, I'm sorry. I won't do it again anymore.
I'm so sorry.

2006-09-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

Hi guys!

Today supposed to be an outing with Yawen to Salvation Army market, but I couldn't make it.
Luckily I have this software entertain me. This software have lots and lots of MOVIES!! Whether is it the old 70s or the modern ones. Stephen Chow, Andy Lau, Lin Zheng Yin, Chow Yun Fat..................ALOT MAN. So I practically sat infront of my laptop for one whole fucking day watching movies.

By the way, I took some pictures. HAHAHA.

----> This is so cool right??????????????? HAHA

2006-09-08T01:27:00.000-07:00

why can't people accept us?
why can't they just open up their fucking small apple seed brain?
why can't they think like a mango seed brain?
why are they so conservative?
what is fucking wrong about bringing back the cultural practices?
its just a few fucking ******** and *******.

I don't care how other poeple look at me.
But why must it be you, such a close person to me, but seems so far away.
you don't understand me.
you are my kin, but you are the one whois always discouraging me.
i thought you gonna give me your support always.
i thought i didn't do anything wrong at all, i did try my best in everything, studies, work, relationships.
did you ever see me trying to make you all unhappy?
i'm trying to communicate with my every kin.
but is you, you all who doesn't want me to do that to you.
here i am trying, there you are discouraging.
I'm fucking disturbed by all these fucking thoughts at night in bed.
I wish i have loads of money and i can flee away from you from my stresses.

I know i'm stubborn, thats my personality.
I'm fucking hell trying to change.
At least I'll just do better for my studies and I'm sure I will be able to find a job when I graduate.
No worries. I know my limits.

You only fucking hell care for your face.
Because of this, you are making me feeling so so guilty if your friends saw me.
Because of your face, you think that whatever I have done is wrong.
Nothing I have done makes you feel proud of me. Nothing!
You only shower me with bad comments , never ever singing praises to me.

Fuck your prejudices.
I'm sick of it. You give me a life, I want to live it....but you are destroying it. Get away.

2006-09-06T22:58:00.000-07:00

Ichi The Killer - Trailer 2 (uncut!)

Now its time for the video. ENJOY!

Ichi the Killer

2006-09-06T22:29:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. My friend just introduced me a movie, Ichi The Killer. I don't think you guys had heard of it before. Alright, its a gore show with fucking hell loads of bloody scenes like nipple removal, cheek skewing and tongue removal and lots man. REMEMBER TO VIEW THE VIDEO! ITS POSTED IN MY BLOG ALREADY. YEAH, DAMN FUCKING NICE.

From his lips till his cheeks, its splitted. With the help of 2 cbrs to prevent it from falling off. Yeah, so when he smokes, the smoke come out like this.

This is the tongue removal pic.

Hows that? haha.

New stuffs

2006-09-05T12:42:00.000-07:00

Hi ! Didn't really wanted to update my blog today, cause I am so fucked up tired. Today was my off day, thought that I might be staying at home to save money, but in the end I went out and spent 150 bucks or so. SIAN.

I really would like to save as much money as possible. I want to go to Bangkok. Someone please accompany me. If no one is going to accompany me,.............................................................then I don't want to go already. Lol.

Alright back to today's topic. Yes, I spent my 150 bucks on a really worthy stuff. Its some permanent inking. Bingo! Tattoo. I did my father's potrait today. Hey people, its not shiok, its torturing. Paying 150 bucks to get pain. Is that stupid or what? But I like. hmmmm.....

The needle just went poking and poking away, and that fucking scandal went gaggling goggling grumbling blabbering ling ling ling ling away too, with his nonsensical rubbishical garbagical ridiculousical kanasaicial hot questions.

After that, I headed down to Buttcheeks, Eda Ong. We had our dinner at Balcony . Sian, wasted my money again.

Okay, its time to look at my father. Say ' Hi ' to my reddish shy father. =] .

* This currently unlikeness is due to the red and swollen parts of my thigh, so lets wait till it heals. Urgh, NO seafood!!!!

Goodnight, I'm going to sleep. Its fucking 4am now.

JB Trip

2006-08-31T07:53:00.000-07:00

Alright, today I went to JB with Jin Feng. Actually the clothes that are sold there are rather expensive and urm... you should know. Haha.

At first we went to City square, so boring! The female clothings sold there are like RM39.90 for a tee shirt which we can simply find the same design in Singapore at SGD$15. Sian, I want to go Bangkok. I checked the roundway ticket price from 12Dec to 17Dec, its around SGD$142. Cheap uh? I'm going!!!!

After that we went to Holiday Plaza by a cab. That bastard taxi driver said that he charge by the meter. When we reached there, it was RM4.40. Then that bastard taxi driver said its RM5.00. CCB. While heading back to Malaysia custom, the taxi driver charged us RM8.00 . CCB. stupid.

Anyway, today is Malaysia's birthday. Happy birthday Malaysia!

--> LOOK! look at the hordes of not people but motorbikes. haha. Its one whole stretch till around more than 80 metres I think. Go pick one.

--> Jin Feng saying " Bye bye " to JB. haha.

*Chewing gums,
Bubble gums,
Make your gums look like swollen ones.

Yesterday night

2006-08-31T07:39:00.000-07:00

Updates for yesterday night first. Haha. Yesterday night Jin Feng spent the whole night looking at me make up while surfing the internet at the same time. I was so bored that I took some bright shocking pink lip gloss and splashed it onto my lips. Follow up by the thick eek urgh watery black eyeliner. Then a big poosh of blusher. I look like a retard. waha.

--> This picture is so fucking ugly.

Hi

2006-08-27T11:07:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!

I'm so bored. Holidays equals to boliday. Working sucks, as well as studying. Why? Why? Why does everything in this world need money. Shit man.

Went to play ISketch with my fellow ex-bendemeerians. Woah! That was simply fun! This game made my neuron cells developed more of its kind and forming dendrites all over in my skull and then into my brain. Wahaha. Maybe you all should give it a try.

*Fuck dancing, Lets fuck.

Alright, I'm going to sleep now. Wishing that my dreams tonight will be filled with guns that are splurting out love.

Hi

2006-08-27T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!

My working day at Peninsula. Looked through a few tattoo magazines. WOAH! Now I have new ideas for somemore inks on me. WAHAHAHAHAHA! but my mum will definitely disallow me. aiya...sibei sian.

Tell me, how am I going to psyco them? How how how???

*Fuck dancing. Lets fuck.

Hi

2006-08-24T19:53:00.000-07:00

Updates for yesterday! 24th August 2006 was a very boring day. ALMOST for the whole day I stayed at home, until late evening then I went to meet Yawen. And then I went home at 9 pm. So I went out for ONLY 3 hours.

Today will be my working day. YES! I can earn money already. hahahahahahaha.

ERR....

2006-08-23T04:47:00.000-07:00

Erm, I think it should be the " CFC Free " or the " Ozone layer free " label. haha.

Hi

2006-08-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

WAHAHA! I've finally figure out how to show the links. Yes! Basically for the whole of today I was staying at home, eating and then rotting. For the whole of today, I was wearing my pyjamas from the moment I woke up to the moment later when I'm going to sleep. Please don't be mistaken, I did bathe and I have different sets of colour for my pyjamas. HA.

The weather nowadays are rather hot yeah? I need to bathe for up to 3 times daily. Must be due to Global Warming. Please everyone, save the Earth. This is the only planet then we humans and living things can live in..or on.

* Please try not to use the air-conditioner and instead, use the fan.
* Please do not use any hair spray that contains CFCs.
* Please purchase products with the Green leaf label.
* Please try to save as much paper as possible, because without trees, the Earth will not be cool.

Sorry, I can't really remember what I had learnt about Geography previously in secondary school.

SAVE THE EARTH.

HMM.

2006-08-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

Today was the last paper, erm, i mean yesterday. Er, yah yesterday. Er, NO...aiya. Anyway my exam finished already! ITS HOLIDAY!, for 2 months. kns. I want to go out everyday and play and play and play.

*May the flowers bloom thousands of fucking idiots.

HAHA.

Stressing out.

2006-08-21T10:52:00.000-07:00

Hi! Alright, today's paper was quite okay. All the topics being pointed out by Belinda did came out and the topics that Belinda did not point out were not tested. WOO! Actually the duration for the paper is 2 hours, but everyone finished at around an hour later and therfore, they left the room HA!. Thanks to Belinda. After school I went to study with Melissa, everything went on quite smoothly for me ( I get to finish 2 topics by 5-6 hours. HAHA! ) , whereas Melissa was cooking telephone porridge in the toilet. YAK and YAK and YAK. We studied till the school closed, which was around 10:45 pm. WOAH! So hardworking uh? BO PIAN.

After revising, my dear cousin actually came and fetched me to eat. We were thinking of where to go for supper, and in the end he said, " Lets go MOUNT FABER. " . We went to a particular cafe located somewhere in Mount Faber. Perfect escadape for couples I think, with the dimly lit candles shinging upon your beloved ones and listening to those cafe del mar music. Thats pretty romantic. Anyway, theres a cocktail name " Blow Job". I wanted to try but in the end we went to Lau Pat Sat to eat. Err.... =] .

I hope I have already fulfiled my job of letting people smell my feet.

Lets go to sleep.

Erm.

2006-08-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

Today wasn't a fruitful revision with Melissa. We only went on blabbering and spluttering nonsense every single moment. Argh, so bored. I think I'm just going to try my fucking luck for the next 2 upcoming paper. Urgh.

Anyway, have you guys smell my foot already? I've changed my jasmine and ylang ylang smell to moonflower cum phoenix's shit smell. I think it just gives off a very light tinge of lemongrass smell which is so heavenly that it brought me back to sleep immediately. And I bet that this new aroma of my feet will definitely be able to purify the fucking polluted air swirling inside your coffin. *Sniff sniff*. Oh my fucking gosh, it is so damn mesmerizing. Ar.

SAY HEY!

Hi everyone!

2006-08-17T10:07:00.000-07:00

Hello. Welcome to my blog. Its my pleasure to have you here.

Anway, smell and remember my feet so that you will have splendid memories when you get settled in your gold patent coffin, showered with roses, diamonds and engraved with your dearest dearest dearest peace. Its the time , the time to think of my feet, the lightly scented smell of jasmine and ylang ylang. Feel the "soft and tender" skin which is lying right on top of my bloodily painted flesh. Think of my feet, you think of me. And at the very very last moment before you are being buried, you will definitely be grateful to have had smelt my feet before. YOU HEAR ME?!

BULLSHIT *PIAK!*