Friday, September 08, 2006

why can't people accept us?
why can't they just open up their fucking small apple seed brain?
why can't they think like a mango seed brain?
why are they so conservative?
what is fucking wrong about bringing back the cultural practices?
its just a few fucking ******** and *******.

I don't care how other poeple look at me.
But why must it be you, such a close person to me, but seems so far away.
you don't understand me.
you are my kin, but you are the one whois always discouraging me.
i thought you gonna give me your support always.
i thought i didn't do anything wrong at all, i did try my best in everything, studies, work, relationships.
did you ever see me trying to make you all unhappy?
i'm trying to communicate with my every kin.
but is you, you all who doesn't want me to do that to you.
here i am trying, there you are discouraging.
I'm fucking disturbed by all these fucking thoughts at night in bed.
I wish i have loads of money and i can flee away from you from my stresses.

I know i'm stubborn, thats my personality.
I'm fucking hell trying to change.
At least I'll just do better for my studies and I'm sure I will be able to find a job when I graduate.
No worries. I know my limits.

You only fucking hell care for your face.
Because of this, you are making me feeling so so guilty if your friends saw me.
Because of your face, you think that whatever I have done is wrong.
Nothing I have done makes you feel proud of me. Nothing!
You only shower me with bad comments , never ever singing praises to me.

Fuck your prejudices.
I'm sick of it. You give me a life, I want to live it....but you are destroying it. Get away.

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