hmm

Hey!

I want to buy a black and grey skinny jeans.
I want to buy a cheongsam
I would like to dye and trim my hair, however, I can't settle down with the colour I want.

Red? Blue? Chocolate? Orange? BLACK?

Pissed off.

28th Jan 2007

Life lately had been sucky.

Thinking back about the days I spent in Ngee Ann poly with my course mates were really memorable. However, I had never regret about my choice of withdrawing from school and entering the work force.

Well, life has not been tough for me lately too. But somehow or rather I just felt so vexed up everytime when I think about my future. I think about how long more then will I be able to work in the kitchen, I think about my relationships, I think about my financial problems, I think about my health. Not even a tinge of humour from anyone seems to cheer me up. Only myself am I able to do that.

During my break time, I often find myself alone at a corner sleeping, eating or even talking/singing to myself. How cool uh?! Haha.

One thing I had found out about myself. I can't click with females when I first meet them, I seem to be more talkative when I am with a male.

LOL!

When you just can't click

I am very pissed off by some of my new colleagues. Especially that girl who is very very bossy and she is only a part timer. Today, she lost her walkie talkie and so during our break time, she was talking to the other waitresses about her missing walkie talkie. And so I think that she suspect me of taking the walkie talkie as I was the last one to clear the table.

I thought so. So, during working hours, she totally ignored me. Unlike during the lunch shift, she was chattering non-stop to me.

I just simply hate people who randomly pick mood for the day.

3rd day at work

Well, it sucked too, but at least today was so much better than my first day at work.

Something funny happened today! During our roll call, the manager was breifing to us about the reservations, then he suddenly went to pick his nose. WHAT THE FUCK?!

Perservere!

1st day of work

At Yen Dining. Well, it suck. Especially that fucking dimwit dummy waiter. He is an ass hole baby tiger.


Their attitude towards me is like as if I am a freshman with simply no experience AT ALL. That fucking dimwit have some serious attitude problem which I think he ought to change. You know, he thinks he is the fucking biggest post people there. Order people here and there with just his hand flagging away. Hello..........can't you just say " EXCUSE ME?" . Dimwit ass.

And there is this manager who kept gobbling and stuffing food into his mouth. Like, I am a new staff and you are showing such a bad example to me.

Maybe it is still early to judge their character, but I can I can never be wrong cause I am a pro. =]

I am still very pissed off by the management there, however I gotta overcome all odds for my 6000 BUCKS.

10th Jan

Ah, yesterday I went for the 2nd interview at Ritz Carlton. It was a guy who interviewed me and I felt so embarrassed. I don't know why. So, the interview went on for like 40 minutes. This 2nd interview was about testing our Multi Intelligence and so I don't know why that stupid guy kept laughing at all my answers.

Questions like,
- How do you learn best?
- Are you a habitual smiler?
- Do you think you are loyal?
- Do you cheer people up easily? If yes, who did you cheer up last week?

And a lot more, up till 55 questions.



Then I thought I actually gave a good impression to him, however......................................................



He told me," We will call you if you are shortlisted for the third interview and nice chatting with you!"





The moment I heard this, I know la, no chance la. CB!

Lost

Okay, I'm feeling a little lost over here. Its just like you have no specific goals in life. Its okay, thats just for a moment. Maybe when you graduate then you will have this feeling.

Alright, I went to interview the kitchen helper post today at Ritz Carlton and I was asked to go for the 2nd interview tomorrow. Also, I went to Oosh ( Yen Dining) for interviewing the post of cashier, but instead, I was employed as a waitress. Nevermind,I heard that there will be $900 laundry allowance and $600 grooming allowance. LOL.

So, all the best for tomorrow's second interview!

Dilemma

Okay guys, I am in a dilemma now.

Should I register for Shatec now

OR

Should I work as a kitchen helper then slowly promote to cook.

Headache.

Happy New Year

I know I am rather slow by greeting you guys Happy New Year.
Anyway, today was the first day of school after the term break.
And, I i i i feel very down man, so down man.

I wanna leave!

Chinese New Year is just around the corner people! To welcome my dearest, loveliest and sweetest festival ever, I bought 2 qipao! Mommy is a little pissed off by me because I bought a black one and she said straight into my face, " You got no figure to wear la!".

Down down down down down....

Nevertheless, I still love her.

I'm gonna brace through this year. YA HEARD?